Tuesday, June 21, 2005
ii tiink he kiinda stopped loving mii.. haiix.. ii felt sho happii to haf sumone love mii n he left moii wurl jus lyddat.. ii was jus tinking of him n mii together.. but his love kiinda jus stopped.. hu shall be blamed..? no one in particular.. maybe mii? haiix.. why why why? maybe he did nt even liik mii? haiix.. maybe ii was jus fantasizing.. ya tiink? ppL hu r stilL readiing moii blog gif comments can? ii dunno moii blog gt ppL read derhh anot ehh.. haiix.. aniiways its stilL used to put moii feelings in.. bak to de topic...haiix.. ii feeL, jus feeL v LosT.. ii dunno hu to tok to.. jus dunno hu to trust.. dose dat were moii "good friiends" betrayed mii las time abt sth.. haiix.. tiiaN arhh.. weii shen me yao zhe yang de zhe mo wo ne???? arghhh!!! ni de xin dao di shii xiiang wo shii shen me ren ne??? haiix..moii mum sae maybe ii m having chicken pox.. den she sae if ii m having chicken pox den ii tmr kenot go chopping wif her.. v long nv shop wif her lerhh.. ii hope we can shop liik siiao agaiin tmr.. hahaa.. but if ii haf chiicken pox horr, kenot go sehh.. sho bad.. haiix..wo xi wang na ge ren huii gen wo shuo "wo ai ni" zhe san ge zi.. rang wo ming baii ta suo zuo suo wei de yuan yin.. you zhe ge ke neng xing marhh? wo bu zhii dao.. wo ye bu xiiang zhii dao.. wo zhii xi wang ta zai lao shi jie ke yii huii laii kan lao shii, ye rang wo peng peng ta barhh.. may be ii miight meet ps too.. hee.. but when ii c ps, ii mus scold him fer blocking mii, nt answering moii calls n nt replying moii smses.. haiix.. sum smells n sum songs make mii tiink of sii ps.. haiix.. sum songs make mii tiink of him.. arghh.. ii'm goin crazy..ytd niite iit raiined sho heavily*or early morning*.. JareL peiied mii untiL 4am ytd niite cos we were both siian n couldn't slp.. den at de same tyme, his dad n moii mum woke up n found out we were usiing de com.. haiix.. n we den went into bed swiitched off de liite n smsed eachh other.. wad a weiird wurl.. ii diid nt expect dat sumone's lifestyle could be sho similar to mine.. n iit alL happened at de tyme manx.. haiix. wad a coiincidence.. hahaa...auntie danny gg to u.s to study sehh.. sho sad.. gonna miss him.. lol.. gd fer him larhh.. maybe he can meet his gurlfriiend dere.. hu noes? =P -btw, moii xin still hen fan-[[xiiN chaoo LuaN de Logout]][[bird.nest.fern]][0117.21062005]=+todae wriite sho muchh.. siiao liiao.. xiin fan marhh..+=
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